I totally agree with this one. All of my friends say they love me, but with most of them it feels like its just words. Like despite what they say I'm still alone and their all off in their separate groups without me.
it takes a long time to break through that...and a lot of work on both your parts. I've finally broken through that with two people: and that's because I went through Air Force basic training with them. There's two people at home I believe and trust unconditionally, and other than those four, I feel their words, thrown half-heartedly in my direction. It takes a lot to find those people who become a part of you. but they're there. <33